cool

i'm cool...
aren't i ?
what happen if you get what u wanted ?
what happen when you get a trophy for what you have done ?
r u still cool?
aren't you filled with anthusiasm n anxiety, spirit and eagerness?

so, i'm cool.......

after a while

after a while ...
i haven't been here...
not in this world, but back in my world.
a world filled with my own thoughts and feeling..
no one's in it, its only me.....

after a while,...
i thought that i would never get back unto such situations...
that everything will be allrite..
not the way i expect everything to be i guess..

after a while,
i let loose some of what i had....some of my hope, and some of my energy...
the least is that i'm still here, though i'm goin in circle..

after a while, .....
i noticed that something has been missing....
its me !

its time to get back now...