Thursday, February 24, 2005

@ the end of one day, still, one day =D

w3el, everything must come to an end actually, rite? =D
its a perfect day, but usually perfect doesn't come so easily...
hehehe..yup yup... during dinner hunting =P, i had a crash...

I hit a bike and wel, lets call it a bike accident..
guilty part? i raise my hands
i hit the road and wel, not much damage actually, it just torn my favorite pants and little scratch here and there, thankfully the bike is okay and the one i hit is heavenly okay too...
he didn't fell off..it was just me.. and i'm grateful that i fell, if not, then probably i would make more disaster..hehehe..
eniwei, i tried to think positively about this, ....=D
hey, i just bought a melon and i lost it... i just hope the kids around me take it, coz it would meant something for them...

the funny thing is, it doesn't effect much on my happiness as a whole...(or am i just sooo stupid??hehee...naaaa... i believe i'm not =D), besides, wel, of my pants...i made it in bandung,...need to go back there again..

so here we are, at the end of the day...
not a perfect one though, but am sure glad that its not perfect, coz where will my standards be if i called this day PERFECT??
a give thanks, again..would sealed the day... so, thanks.....

one afternoon, one day

when is the day that you can learn so much? when is the day that you felt so much?
ah, we must have those days..
maybe not today, and maybe not tomorrow..

today i felt great, although still have some problems with my body..ehehe..maybe i have to pay attention to what i eat lately...=D wel, no meat and stuffs, but i think i just miss a spot on the healthy food program..
eniwei, i had LOOOTS of things to do, and til now, there r stil LOOts ...but sumhow, i felt like i did SOOOO much today, its really easy to do it and eventually many things are done!
(wel, when you dont have anything else to do, i guess u better just dig your own grave huh?hehehe..)

ah, sometimes you're just looking for happiness everywhere, while that happiness r just lying around your corner... waiting to be found.
Waiting?
yeaa... you've had it all along inside you....
you're just too busy to find it elsewhere.......

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

one morning, one day

today,w3ll.. hopefully will be a different day,...since last week i've made some new commitments...
now at least almost every day i woke up early, to say hi to the world today, to feel the beauty of nature every morning.. i need to STEP UP! back again and live through everything that has been going on in my life. One thing I do know is that i can give thanks for it =D for whatever happened in my life, for every purpose that has driven me to do stuff.

This morning, i remembered people that i care about..people that i love... d' kids @ school, they're just so amazing people... my family, my mom and dad, oci.... i miss them so much ..my friends who has been there for me lately...jagunk, babotax, dul dul, little angel..i'm just happy that we can pray together although we're not together... and robin, who i felt is always there, everytime...

let the new world begins, and let new lives raise and shine...let everyday be a new start for a wonderful and beautiful day, how ever it turns to be...
i began this day with give thanks, to the only one who's possible of makin' this happen...

Monday, February 21, 2005

adding up

one day you think that you're tired of this world and about your life...
one day you hope that everything will be over...
the less your life gets complicated, the more you feel better...
NAAAAAA.........

it doesn't work dat way...
the more you add up yor life with something, the more you become human,
the more you add up, the more you learn about life, the more you get strong and tough
the more you add up, the more you'll filled by love,...and strength
when you add up your life, the closest you get of being happy..

and yeaa.. everything will be over one day,
but then you can see it from another angle..
another perspective...
so just add up your life..
and see them as beautiful as it can be..

Saturday, February 05, 2005

at the end......

At the beginning,... it all feel that it's gonna be GREAT!
At the beginning.... you had high hope on everything in your mind
Thats the beginning...

At the end... u had the result...
At the end... u see what really happens
At the end... you can just feel relieved that its all over..

Lots of thing crosses your mind & feeling..
bitter, tears, joy, laughter, tired, new hope..
its your call to decide ....
coz everything had to come to an end....