where I'll go, I don't know...
at this point the road do not show its end nor destination.
help me to be like Abraham, to walk in no man's land with only faith and nothing but faith.. help me to put my faith in you in this pilgrimage of trust..
help me for I am weak and unworthy..
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Love
This is the only definition I know about love.
"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails"
"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails"
I will learn
I haven't had this kind of feeling for sooo long..
One day you feel happy but the next day you felt lousy..
Your emotions is being stirred and shaken.. and you don't have any clue of what's going on.
how fast things changed and you don't even know where you're standing or where to place your foot next
I will leave it that way for I'm learning to trust.
I'm learning to accept, and I'm learning to love...
I'm learning to care and I'm learning to persevere
This is a part of what you have been doing to change me, this is what you want me to learn...
I will pray and I will sing
I will surrender to your will
I will remain weak and small
So you can always be strong and big
And I remain in your plan
One day you feel happy but the next day you felt lousy..
Your emotions is being stirred and shaken.. and you don't have any clue of what's going on.
how fast things changed and you don't even know where you're standing or where to place your foot next
I will leave it that way for I'm learning to trust.
I'm learning to accept, and I'm learning to love...
I'm learning to care and I'm learning to persevere
This is a part of what you have been doing to change me, this is what you want me to learn...
I will pray and I will sing
I will surrender to your will
I will remain weak and small
So you can always be strong and big
And I remain in your plan
Thursday, May 06, 2010
before sunrise
before sunrise is one of my favourite movie...
there are only two people in the movie and they were just talking, simply talking...
but what made me love this movie soooo much was the depth of their conversation..
It was simple, deep, interesting, intriguing, enriching and inspiring...
I was lost for words to describe this movie... it was simply brilliant!
interestingly enough, I think I had my own version of this movie...
It started around two months ago at a western part of Jakarta
and continued at a night in Singapore just a week ago...
from midnite, till before sunrise. Pure talking, simply talking.
it was just a great piece of memory which I thought never existed in reality....
the movie ends before sunrise...
my story? it just began...
there are only two people in the movie and they were just talking, simply talking...
but what made me love this movie soooo much was the depth of their conversation..
It was simple, deep, interesting, intriguing, enriching and inspiring...
I was lost for words to describe this movie... it was simply brilliant!
interestingly enough, I think I had my own version of this movie...
It started around two months ago at a western part of Jakarta
and continued at a night in Singapore just a week ago...
from midnite, till before sunrise. Pure talking, simply talking.
it was just a great piece of memory which I thought never existed in reality....
the movie ends before sunrise...
my story? it just began...
here I am
My days in TTC is now numbered by days...
this is what I have been waiting for so long...
(since the day I arrived probably? hehehe)
I don't know whether me being here has shaped my character or has trained my knowledge better..
What I do know its a place of process.
A process of knowing my self better, of expanding my horizons, of knowing this world a bit better, and to participate in it.
It is a place to find my conviction and to live up to that conviction with no doubt anymore.
Once I graduate, people may have a lot of expectations from me, no doubt about it.
It sometimes scares me because I know that I don't know much and I am so limited..
but I have to say, this is about giving back time..
after all of this is over, it's time to give back
everything I have....
So here I am, ready or not...
this is what I have been waiting for so long...
(since the day I arrived probably? hehehe)
I don't know whether me being here has shaped my character or has trained my knowledge better..
What I do know its a place of process.
A process of knowing my self better, of expanding my horizons, of knowing this world a bit better, and to participate in it.
It is a place to find my conviction and to live up to that conviction with no doubt anymore.
Once I graduate, people may have a lot of expectations from me, no doubt about it.
It sometimes scares me because I know that I don't know much and I am so limited..
but I have to say, this is about giving back time..
after all of this is over, it's time to give back
everything I have....
So here I am, ready or not...
Sunday, May 02, 2010
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