Tuesday, August 30, 2005

ONE WORD!

i got this idea when i was talkin' with buns...
a looong meaningful quality talk i say....
i get this one word to write in this blog.....
actually this is her trademark..
a trademark that i say can change the world...ha..
its simple, but can boost people's life and create new hopes
my friend today stated that from this word, she manage to lift her life and finished her thesis....
and this trade mark, should stay and lived in her live forever, right? =D
i even copy paste this word to myself and others... and it went perfectly well...
so, wanna know what is this one word?

its...

S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T

Titondut's Birthday!

ey, today's my best friends birthday!!
happy birthday titonduts... semoga tetep ndut dan lebaaar =D
He's a best friend i'll always have though we didn't contact each other a lot
Wish u all the best man!

to the NEW world

few days ago a dear friend of mine has just been accepted to PIXAR class!!
how wonderful could that be?? WOW! its just amazing!
it must've been a new start for something BIG!
i even tremble a bit when i heard the news yesterday..
and then u get happy news and good things around you just keeps coming and coming to you...
You even never had the time to think about problems you're facing
coz it is never a problem anymore... and there's God, beside U....
watching, giving, caring, smiling.... so full of love
what else can you ask? =D
so, i'm feeling like i was just born to this world... a new world
such new things, new stories, new dreams, new life...
r u feeling the same way ? =D
i hope you do....
so, i'm feeling like i was just born to this world... a new world
such new things, new stories, new dreams, new life...
r u feeling the same way ? =D
i hope you do....
I imagine one day i go to the cinema,
watch an animation movie and see a name that familiar to me..=D
hehehehe.... isn't it incredible?

Saturday, August 27, 2005

counting the days, again....

well, been there, done that..
still you can't control or beat what so called TIME..
everytime you tried your best to make the days count, there'll be a time to end it all...
and everytime it happened, no matter how happy you are, you'll end up thinking...
How can it last longer...??
the answer is..
it can't
today for instance... so many plan popped up..
its exciting, but then things come up that you can't predict
soon, you'll noticed that the time is up for today.
tommorow, the day after... on and on...
until the time has come
you tried your best to make it worth
but sometimes, it has nothing to do with you at all
that what you do can't change anything...
you just have to accept, and try to enjoy every second of it....
now i'm counting the days,...again...

Thursday, August 25, 2005

days of our lives

nothing much to tell..
today i break the office record to be the first employee to ask a day off @ 11 am
hehehee...
and again..i had the most wonderful day in my life...
i just can't explained it
i'm just livin the days of my life now...
happy...trully happy =D

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

thanks... for making this happen

i've been walking through my days to count....
one more day i've passed, only one word... thanks
its been like this everyday now
in the end of the day, the only word that can come from my heart is thanks...
You've been so good to me... 
You made these days wonderful, almost like i'm walking in the clouds... 
yet, You always reminds me to set my feet on earth..

When i recall these past days...
i couldn't felt more alive, feel so loved and full of love
Thanks for the times you've given me...
Thanks for all the wishes You made come true...
Thanks for opening my eyes about things that had happen in my life...
Thanks for opening my heart to a new life, to a new love...
I hope I can always learn and listen to you...

Thanks....

Monday, August 22, 2005

rain

rain, fallin down on me, all of the times....

i love rain, sometimes it felt so good....
makes a heart calm in a quiet nite,
you can feel every drop touching you...
felt the feeling,.. and how you can make the most of it.

I enjoyed my time yesterday nite ....
no words to describe, i just love every moments that i had... 
treasured every minute of it
but somehow it just went very fast...
you didn't even notice that suddenly it had to end and call the day
a kind of different feeling you had when the rain falls down on you,
with the wind blowing towards you,...
maybe u never had to ask any question at all, ....
just feel the rain, thats all

it was midnite, i was riding my motorbike... going back home....

Happy...?

i'm happy....
yup... yerterday i'm sooo happy
i can't remember when was the last time i felt like yesterday
probably a looooong looong time ago, coz i can't recall those moments
which i should have if i ever felt that..
i even tremble for a while =D
am i dreaming?
can't figure out what had happened or anything, i just can enjoy it...
give thanks for it
but whatever, i'm just so happy....

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

rollercoaster

life is like a rollercoaster...would you say?
 it take you up for a while, then suddenly it takes you dooown.. deep down
but it also doesn't take long coz you'll be goin' up again...
its life.....

my life, lately, has been rolling upside down..
naaa.. its not that i'm livin in hell or have sooo heavy problems,...
i'm talking about emotion, focus and mind
a month is enough to take you there...

ah, you just need to step up again.. 
control your feelings, set your mind and direct your focus
sometimes its just hard to do all them when you're in the kind of situation i'm in right now...
the changes are so fast, i hope i can just keep up with it...
but you can't catch a rollercoaster
you just have to go with it, whereever it takes you...
right?

Sunday, August 14, 2005

good ol' days

i remember the good ol' days when i met robert today...
ah, so many great stuff we had back then with all the groups
we talk for hours..being happy with our lives coz its so wonderful when we can think back from the past..
He has become a great guy i have never imagine before
we talked about how we used to do things together, and how we grew in God together as well
the good thing is that we still want that to happen... 
so now we make a decision to grow together again...
from the good ol' days.....

Saturday, August 13, 2005

...

“The best proof of love is trust.”
-Joyce Brothers-

i just got to learn from this sentence every single day =D

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Glory and Honour

when i walked my way, and see things around my life, i wonder...
who might've gave me this extraordinary life and why??
the only answer came up :
because He loves me so

I had an amazing life this past months..
filled with everything that life can offer
happiness, joy, tears, fear, sorrow, sadness, love, and so much more.....
i learned a lot from it..
the same question sparks again
why??
the same answer popped up again,
because He loves me so

when the third time the same question asked
the answer this time is a bit different:
because you have to love others too

its the glory and honour to our dear lord
who made us the way we are today
how hard life would be, how desparate it can be
He wants us to listen when he said this very words...
I love U...

everyday i love you

i don't know but i believe
that somethings are meant to be
and that you make a better me
everyday i love you...
i never thought that dreams came true
but you showed me that they do
you know that i learned something new
everyday i love you.....
its the touch when i feel sad
its the smile when i get mad
all the little things i had...
everyday i love you....

weird...

all this is weird...
all day i feel very sad, pure sad...
don't have anything to do ...
on daily basis, i enjoyed life more than ever this whole month..
i get to know God more, i felt like i have more energy inside me...
and i get to know you more...

i work, happily.. hoping to end the work day with things that i've acomplished.. 
and well, sometimes i didn't give a damn about it..=D
i'm just waiting for the work bell to ring ..
take a bath (sometimes ehhehehe) and go straight away to where life is
today.. i really hate when the bell rings
had nowhere to go.. don't know what to do...
just thinking what went wrong...

but nothings wrong... its just my heart that's missing something...
last month i'm okay with this daily basis..
today, its just feel so weird.....

wish u were here...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

farewell...

the day has come to say farewell...
all the days, all the love, all the joy and all the tears ...has finally come together
i just can't believe it...
till we meet again

Saturday, August 06, 2005

alone

what would u do if you're alone?
being left alone is my biggest fear...
and in some kind of way, which i don't really like..
i'll be left alone very very soon..

you'll never be alone, that's true
but when someone u love leaves you, though you know that she would still love you too,
it still leave myself with the feeling of being lonely
specially when you feel a certain kind of heaven this last past weeks
and all the sudden it changes ....

so if love is beautiful, then why all i feel is hurt?
I can tell my self that i'm not alone,
that i still have her heart in me and mine in her...
I'm not alone after all...
and if love is beautiful, then i wanna feel that, every moment
when I miss her and when I think about her, I just wanna feel beautiful things in my heart,
coz what i felt so far is beauty, and i wanna keep that in mind
though she's not here with me anymore....
though distance separates us....
then i wouldn't feel lonely anymore

but at the moment that's how i feel, alone...