failure

turning point

for everything there had to be a turning point...
a time when you can resolve things...
a decision to turn your life into a brighter day or a darker night
well maybe you don't understand any of it for a while
but when you make that decision, you realize...
it was somethin had to be done...
sometimes it can sound foolish, or maybe even crazy
sometimes it can also sound wise and mature
how ever it sounds.. you make the decision

and sometimes it need to take you to a place you'd never expect
make you stumble, dizzle, confused, burdened, and distracted
just to take you back to realize
it was the turning point
to resolve..
to make peace again with nature and life
another chapter had been closed, another chapter awaits..

when ...

when there's a sudden change...
one must question what had happen? there might be 3 reasons..
a) a sudden busy life, b) a wind of change, or c) a mistake by ones man.
and in order to restore this madness, should this man bow down to his knees for forgivemess that he might not know? or just wait till things eventually came back to where it belong,..
what should a man do?
one may wonder....

behold..

STONeS

The wOrld will proVide you with sToneS everyday...
What you build out of it, itS your Choice.

Wall, Road or a Bridge...
you may even choose to build noThing

at the end,
the world will know you by what you did with it..

Freeky Freely Thinking

UPH lagee...
been a year since i that moment...
a great moment it was.. i still remembered everyone of them. Now we met in a tottaly different situation and in a different position as well. Many didn't know, i came not as a consultant or a profesional... but as a friend, and it put me in a better place to do what i can, to say what i should and to think freeky freely...
it took me in a whole lot better view to see everything actually... -the comittee and the participants as well- and to give inputs on everything.. but well, it turns out that it wasn't that easy

the event was great,.. the commitment from the comittee are astounding, they did everything they could.. they even barely sleep! the communications are a bit nasty though and the atmosphere was not so good, but they did it! and that's what count, wel, besides all the lesson they could learn

the participants.. well i guess they've stayed to loong in their comfort zone.. it made them a bit afraid to take risks and get out from it.. its so obvious though, with the environment they lived in and all other things surrounds them, What can i say? but fandy had it in one word.. "think deeper" ... cool words from the new senat chief!

I see the future of our generation sinking bit by bit...
if we don't rescue it, our genaration will fall down...
new perspective i learned, and definitely a new chance given by the almighty to take part in this world.. sounds like an old theme eh?
but hope is there, floating.. just had to work damn hard for it

in this place, for myself.. i learned about believing, surrendering, trust and being a leader itself.. and once again, i met our dear lord.. just in a glance, but enough to realize that He's always there....