shadows...

interesting theme would u say?
misterious yet familiar....
well, to cut the chase,...
i had an interesting nite

when do you ever go to pizza hut, bought salad and yet you didn't have to pay for them?
well it was the first for me,...maybe the last too...but i dunno laaa =D
believe it or not but the salad was in the house, actually the waitres bought it for me and my friend...
weird huh?
she bought it for us yet she serve us well..
we had a nice chat and laugh a bit
its just a nite shocker.. a fantastic surprise..
and i bet its not the end....
she worked to serve.. and serve to live...
she even had to mop the floor and clean the windows...perfectly well

so where does it leave us?
live to serve or serve to live ?
could shadows give a brighter image than the reflection itself ?
only questions stayed in my head...my mind and my heart
go and ask the shadows of our lives....

LOve or sOmething like it

I feel great tonite.. happy as can be..=D
nothing special though, not like i did something enormous or anything at all
i just feel happy to know that i love someone... =D
nop, that someone is not here
its just the feeling that makes me happy.. that the love i had is something beautiful
a feeling of a wonderful life.. that sparks on a dark and lonely nights...
twisting my life upside down, bringin' hopes and desire

but....
she's not here..
she only lives in my heart
a love far... far away..... far from a distinctive point of view
is it wrong to feel love eventhough no one felt that love other than me?
nop, i don't feel miserable or pity..
i dreamed this love on and on, almost every single minute of my life
hoping that one day, she'll noticed that love ...

ah, i just feel love..
a wonderful love, i guess =D
so, who do i love?

vielen dank...

teaching season will be over soon...
so funny when you can see new things, just when its about to end..
ah, its just sooo lovely and amazing
lots of new experience, new ideas....
i just love all the times with the kidz..
and lately i played with them..bowling specially..
and tomorrow we'll play futsal hehehhe...
most of all, it is a remarkable experience i won't forget
just need to say thanks to whoever makes this possible..=D
arigato... vielen dank ...nuuuhhhuuuunn pisaaaaaan!

time after time

i was walking down a road when i find out that i'm walking to a dead end...
i walked closer, trying to convince myself that its not an end..
but its an end alrite..
wel, everything had to come to an end actually,....
so it is something that i have to face..
an end

how do you see an end?
i find myself stuck in a place between regreting the situation that i hadn't do enough, and seeing another new beginning...
every end has a new beginning, like it or not..
and as time goes by, maybe we can't count how many end and how many beginning we had...
again and again...
time after time...