a new me

I'm in the process of transformation to being a 'new me'
The process has started a while ago, never know when this stage will end..
But this is surely something big that will change my life forever..
I trembled when I realized this... What do you want this time O Lord?
One thing I have in my heart and mind...
O God walk with me and guide me along the way..
So I can follow you and be what you want me to be...

back to the hill...

Guess I'm going back to the hill again.. yayy!!
Can't wait for that moment...
Thy will be done O God..

Living in You

Good Morning, World

For a week I've been trying to sleep early in order to wake up early.
Having struggled to deal with this issue since the day I arrived here in Singapore.

But somehow this time it worked and I enjoyed it. 

Having time for a morning conversation with God surely enlightens my heart, as I am able to pray for other people as well. I am more ready to face the day, having arranged my thoughts before I go out and face the 'world'

True I still feel sleepy during the day, but well, what can I say? 

in this routine life I'm having now, sitting too much will definitely make me sleepy.

But well.. it's not about being sleepy..

I hope I can continue this for my remaining days in Singapore...
so, Good morning world =D

enjoy

I think I'm beginning to enjoy this process...

ADHD

never thought I have an adult ADHD before...
after all this time, isn't a bit late to realize this?

I don't know what level of ADHD I am or was .. 

but for sure the symptoms are there..

I knew that I'm different..
sometimes it became a problem but sometimes I can see it in a good way. I never knoe the term until last week during a conversation with someone.. (well last week I learned a lot about different things, but especially about God, some other people and me.. thanks K =D)

well...
isn't it good to know better about yourself?
for me it is coz life is always a self discovery journey as well

It's always good to know better about yourself at any stage of life and to maximize the potential hidden in it for a better good, for ourselves and for others...

and that's what I need to find out and do...

*ADHD = attention deficit hyperactive disorder

the road so far...

indeed the road so far has been very much unexpected
at one point I understand the big picture, yeah, and since then new (and good) things started to come into my life. It was great, but it doesn't mean that the road is gonna be easy...
from last week's sermon, I totally agree with what Pt. Dave had said that following God and being faithful to him does not necessary mean that we will receive good things as a sign of our obedience. Faithful means faithful. period. It does not come with anything else.

there are two major things in my life ahead. Both of them are still not clear and it's still hanging in the balance. but I'm not worried nor scared as long as I know that I'm walking with him. I just want to obey and be faithful to him, to continue the pilgrimage of trust on earth, and learn to love.

the road so far...
is about being grateful for whatever happens in my life..
knowing that in the end it will lead to the best..

break

people say the longer you stayed in one place the better you adapt..
Well I've been moving around from one place to other places many times in my life and I thought I am a person who can adapt well in different places...
but whenever I went to Jakarta to have my break and I have to return to Singapore, why is it always getting harder and harder? and why am I happy about that? =D

future

I am happy for I know who holds my future
I am happy for now my future is getting brighter
I am happy knowing that I'm in love...
I'm in love with LIFE

Happy Happy Happy...

birthday

Tomorrow is my birthday and its Inter College Games Day at the same time....
it is just nice that I'll be very busy..
When birthday is suppose to make you happy with what people might give or say to you, what I can think at this moment is..
How much can I give on my birthday?
Hope I can give my all for others....