being happy? NOT tonite

hey hey... if u think i'm happy tonite... then u guess wrong
somehow i feel that tonite was a sad nite, after almost a year, i felt sad....=(
not much things happen actually this day, i mean, not many sad things...
i miss a chance for goin 'somewhere'.. i miss my flash disk which didn't work just now, with all my work in it..which means i had to start all over again, .... i miss someone, after quite a while..

for almost a month, i'm praying for certain things, hadn't felt the feeling since a loong time,...
had a spiritual encounter last week... being here and there almost a week..

ah... not tonite.... hope to have a better day tommorow...