kid...

I’m a kid...

I’m still a kid.

Or at least i still act and think like one....

Meat

Today i made a resolution to be a vegan for 5 days..

And tommorow starts my fasting week..

No meat, sugar, egg, chocolate, and similar stuff

We’ll see what’ll happen

Perfect day, almost....

Today is a wonderful day.. a great and perfect.

I began with a smile, loads of prayer, such a beautiful time

My best friend is getting married today... congrats for you man!

12 years!! Never found someone who can last a relation that long

Come to the wedding with robert, tons of inspiration

Everything went well... perfectly well,

Until i was hit by a bus... damn! Couldn’t react much about it as well..

The car was wrecked enough to made me shocked

Don’t how much it’ll cost to fix it...
Just a perfect day,.. almost

anniversarry

todays my parents anniversarry...
quite fun.. but why do i suddenly feel so alone?
....

homee !!!!

eventhough i never feel i have a home =P,
but the tag line shows everything in my mind
i miss this blog more than ever this week =D

HOmE.. or at least this place i could sleep,
i could open my computer and write,...
read mails, chat and whatever ....

so, here i am...
back @ home...

at a glance...

I happen to get the chance to came back from puncak.

Tomorrow i had to teach @ school

it always brings pleasure, this school thing...

but these days its harder than ever...

i still love the atmosphere and stuff, but with new team and new curicculum, its full of challenge which right now i'm not quite ready to deal with...

and i don't wanna make this an experiment, their just too precious

these 2 days were so tiring, i felt tensed and exhausted..

the kids r difficult to control but in the end today went well and i just love it!
so,

in the middle of the night, with whats left in my body,

i just hope the best for tomorrow even though i could only feel it at a glance...

morning....

Funny how I always wake up early in the morning

no matter how tired I am at nite or the whole day,

i just end up wakin up early, just like today....

maybe it has become my body mechanism..

or is it my unconcious mind?

well....

actually it is nice to wake up early...

u can just pray to start a day and when u go outside

u can see a beautiful morning ...

u can start an early day...

a way to live your life longer, as long as you're healthy enough =D
so hi,

good mornin' World...

good mornin' God...

i wish it would be a good day for me.. 

and to all

Lag..

i just hate lagging...
specially right now! ....
hehehehehehee.....

condolence...

A friend of mine has just lost his dear girlfriend...

tragic, when they were supposed to get married this year...

with only months to count,

every dream fade away

every laughter ease away

every hope seemed to lost its place...

I wish her in heaven for a better place to live

She's safe now my friend...

deepest condolence for you, vo...

when I don't know ...

What is the purpose of living?

What is the meaning of anything I've been living...?

I live my days with happiness

I live my life with give thanks

So why? why do I have to receive all this?

When everything had an answer.. maybe i'll know

Why my life is such like this..

For now, i just have to live it, though maybe right now i don't want to

though maybe i don't know where to go...

I'll just have to keep living...

keep fighting and searching my friend...

He has His own will in your life...

How hard and tough it would be...

Hang in there...

(a tribute to bravo, a very nice and kind friend)

up.. up.. up and away....

remember those lines?

wel, finally it had to come...

today i return from heaven

back to the earth, step my feet back on the ground

i'm sad allrite, but this time it leaves hope

a hope....

for a brighter future...

for a better tomorrow ...

tik..tok..tik..tok...

tick...tock....tick...tock....

time is ticking very fast...

soon the best days are gonna be over...

gonna be pretty sad,

but it'll leave something beautiful,

something worth living for...

something worth fighting for....

tick... tock...tick...tock...

FLying Free

its a song i heard last nite..

remembering all the past in life,

about love and pain, and walk to the future,

being a gift of joy....

There is a place I call my own

where I can stand by the sea,

and look beyond the things I've known,

and dream that Ii might be free

Like the bird above the trees

gliding gently on the breeze,

I wish that all my life I'd be

without a care, and flying free!

But life is not a distant sky

without a cloud, without rain

and I can never hope

that I can travel on without pain.

Time goes swiftly on its way

All too soon we've lost to way

All too soon we've lost to day

I can not wait skies of blue

or dream so long that life is through.

So life's a song that i must sing,

a gift of love I must share

And when I see the joy it brings

my spirit soar to the air

Like that bird up in the sky,

life has taught me how to fly

For now I know what I can be

and now my heart is flying Free!

Weekend

Last weekend was a loong holiday

My uncle got married on Saturday and somehow I could be there.

On Friday we pick up my parents @ the airport then go straight to Bogor.

There’s this bidstond service and it was fun... no formal stuff and we had a nice nite, yet it wasn’t complete

without the Yunus family, specially bloton.. my sparing cousin

The nite went long and we slept late...

Tired and sleepy, no time for surfing around Bogor.

The wedding went well...

But that’s not what I want to write...

What I’m trying to say was I had lots of fun, my fam and the “Big Mob Clan”...

Time went on and we went to desa gumati for dinner along with Bloton and Sisca, Oci, Mum and Dad, and

Obet who showed us the place…

Its beautiful @ nite, the place is huge with Balinese natural Atmosphere…

In the end… I’m happy 

But hey, these days… everything just amazes me how it could happen this way

Sometimes I feel like I’m still dreamin’ the whole time

I wish I could keep on dreamin’ …

What a day!... its just so funny

Swell,.... i have to say that today is different than the other dayz...

well ye this past month has been different all the way, but todays just different

let me start with wakin' up =D

today i planned to wake up early so i can rush to buns and wake her up and miss all the traffic... =P

but what happened was i wake up late, very late indeed than what i had planned earlier..so i rushed, and got stucked in the traffic damn jam.. :(

it took me about 1,5 hours to get there!!

and so we went to the DepKeh.. or whatever it should said =P, met this guy, who works very very slow and seemed that he was hoping for some 'charity'... lots of question spark in mind.

are all government staff like him? wow, what a country we have here...=p

no surprise at all

after this and that...we had to wait till 12 o 'clock until finally (pheeww) its completed without having us paid him more..or at least the way this guy wanted.. we went straight away, again, rushing traffic and the 'hotty' whether to DepLu.. no serious obstacles there, but bun was quite tense... it showed clearly on her face =P...

after finishing all that, we celebrate a bit for what been done today with an ice cream and diet coke, and for me,.. a nice cold sarsi. went back to buns and hurry back to CL coz we were supposed to met my Bro there, to pick up my parents...

yup...my parents are coming to jakarta today... or suppossedly hehehe...

the thing is ... my dad missed the flight! how stupid can it be when he, above all people told us so many things about managing life...hehehehe... so i had to change all the plans..

We circled CL and bought some stuff... i bought an adidas adventure shoes for Cilllan and got myself a nice black shoe i've been looking for lately.. yay! i forget the time is ticking!

wel, at the end i just felt that i should behave and control my self better, specially with time and responsibility.. to God, myself, and my family

its just a funny day, i'm just glad that i can close this day with a simple give thanks to the Father...

i'm very happy and i really treasure every moment He's given us..

what a day...