random?

me, being random.. yeah, that's so not me,..

but I did it.. and it was good, or at least i felt good about it..

I know what I want this time and nothing can stop it...not even my own mind..

I just don't know how to get it, unfortunately..

but this being random thingy was quite interesting

had new experiences, though I totally lost control of certain things..

but the main point was there.. achieved, yet still not secured...

i just hide it between the words..